Crying over Spilt Milk
It’s raining outside. This is my return blog. It just sucks that it’s sad.
I’m quite devastated now. I messed up with my journalism exam. I missed a movie I’ve been dying to see. It’s the first time I felt jealousy (or did I?). And just like Abby, I’m a miserable, penniless pig.
Ok. I’ll deal with these one by one. My journ exam? I think I didn’t do good in it. I didn’t know how to define libel, press conference and one-on-one interview. And I’m an aspiring journalist. Damn it. I also think I messed up with the news report we were asked to write. I dunno if it’s just me. I was really scrambling to write a decent news story. And we were asked to give some background info about it. Man. To start with, I didn’t know how to organize the whole thing, then here comes my professor telling us to provide background info? I’m headed to doom.
Next, I met Kral, Harold and Nikki on my way to the shopping center. Then Kral told me something (it’s for all you guys to find out). I dunno if I should take the thing seriously, but damn, was I jealous? Nakakaasar. It’s the first time I seriously felt that feeling. That’s why I’m not sure about it. Kasi naman si Kral. Hehe.
Anyway, I walked them to their dorm. I was checking on their bulletin board when I saw the screenings in the UP Film Center for this month. I felt really down when I saw that "In the Mood for Love" was already shown. Yesterday. I just missed it. I really suck at timing. Well, I’m not sure why I want to see that movie. I just have a feeling it’s good (and Con says its good).
Lastly, like Abby (my orgmate), I’ve just turned into a miserable, penniless pig. Why miserable? This whole blog says its all. Why penniless? It’s sembreak and I have to say bye-bye to my weekly allowance. Why pig? Geez. I think I gained a lot of weight during the past few days when I did nothing but lay around in our house. My god. I should shape up.
But there are some things I can smile about. I got a 1 in PolSci14, I finished the requirements in PanPil17, and THIS SEM IS OVER. I am so done with it. Yeah. Crying over spilt milk can do nothing, but it can at least lighten up what I feel.
The rain outside has stopped. Maybe this is a good sign. I can’t wait for next sem.
PS. I’m currently addicted to Qing He of Meteor Garden. I know. The show is sooooo ancient. But I had fun watching its DVDs during my short vacation, and I just like watching Qing He. He is so ME.
October 17th, 2006 at 8:36 pm
Akala mo tapos na ang first sem, pwes ang second sem mo ay dejavu lang ng first sem mo. Uulit ka ng Journ 100 (or 101). At ang masama doon, magiging groupmate mo at thesis partner yung lady Journ student na know-all.
October 17th, 2006 at 8:41 pm
About dun sa pagiging pig mo, ah eh, oink!
Dun sa movie na you’re dying to see, manalig ka. Mapapanood mo yan! Psst. Hahawakan ko ang iyong kamay sabay taas at sigaw, gagaling!
October 17th, 2006 at 8:43 pm
PS Grabe na rin yung pagki-claim mo na para kang si Qing He. Artista ka?
Tsaka ikwento mo sa akin yung ikina selos mo! (Kalimutan mo na yung summer)**