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I’m feeling a bit (ok, not just a bit) odd the past few days. Up to now, I just don’t feel right. Bad news is, I really don’t know the reason for it. Maybe it’s just because of the irregular hours of sleeping and eating I have been experiencing since I entered Yakal. I would sleep at 3 in the morning, wake up at 9, have breakfast at 9:30, have lunch at 2 and have dinner at 6. Sometimes, I skip 2 meals a day and fill my stomach with either just half long or hot monay. I know this isn’t right. But I just dont have the energy to correct it.

And due to my disorientedness the past few days, I unintentionally skipped class last Monday. My first time to do so. I felt oh-so-guilty because of it. I failed to wake up at 7:30 for an 8:30 class kasi. I really felt big time stupid after the incident. Lesson learned: I should alarm my cellphone before I sleep.

Then here comes the Yakal Acquaintance Party. That was soooo tiring. We were made to squat for God knows how long. We were exposed to the rain and were wiped with that sticky thing made of gawgaw. Geez. After the event, I just looked and smelled horrible.

Pero in fairness it was a fun event after all. East Wing II won the performances, and I have to admit they did a great job. We were 3rd out of 4 competing wings, but I do not feel bitter, seriously. I had fun with my wingmates, special mention si Anj, who lightened up every rehearsal, and si Josh, na nakausap ko at about 2 in the morning tungkol sa mga bagay na hindi dapat pag-usapan tulad ng foul smell ng iba. Salamat pala sa shampoo.

Also, at the night (or morning) of the acquaintance party, my feelings for her began to get even stronger. I tried to convince myself that all of it was wrong, cuz somebody owns her. Pero lagi kong naaalala all of our conversations, the contacts, the way she told me I had some dirt on my face, the way she fixed my hair na sobrang gulo after the initiation, the way she smiled when I served her… Geez. This is wrong. I’m getting zahir-ed all over again. 

Ok. I’m all out of my element (sounds like that Mariah song). I should get up and fix my life now. Haaay…

PS. Something right happened naman pala after all. I watched Superman Returns with kral, andrew and mykel. It is always fun watching a movie with your closest friends. It was particularly nice sharing thoughts to Mykel after some time, while drinking Nescafe Ice and munching on chips. It was a fun time talaga. Haha. Sa inyong tatlo, maraming salamat. : )

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